td g dgr ceramah TITAS psl tamadun china...best giler!
n time tu gak aku baru tau yg kat DC ade kiosk jual novel2 ALAF21...
kalu aku tau, dh lame aku pegi. agaknye tiap2 mggu pegi kot.kalu tiap2 hari melampau r kan...
tp bile pk2 balik...bile dh dpt tau ni...habesla duit aku...biase aku spend RM50++ tuk novel saje tiap2 bulan...so to avoid this, aku nk kuatkan azam aku supaya xjejakkan kaki ke kedai2 buku g. n stakat ni Alhamdulillah xmasuk kdai buku g.harap2 leh kekal smpai bile2.tp aku nk beli novel baru!!!Hwaaaaa!!!!
frust lg! dhla esok xleh tengok music bank!sia2 penantian aku mggu ni!aku nk tengok SNSD buat comeback kat music bank.lagu baru diorang-run devil run.1st time diorang nyanyi lagu ni kat tv ptg esok...dahla live.nk tggu ulangan maybe 2 mggu akan dtg.arghh!!!!
Friday, March 19, 2010
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
sepak
rase mcm nak balik umah kat kampong!!!
kenape?
i neen to reformat my 'kepale otak'!!Sekarang ni otak aku berade dlm saat2 genting.kalu dbiar lame2 leh meletop!so i need to avoid anything around me now including all my frens here!!
serabut!!serabut!! n sangat serabut!!
korang tengok muke aku cam xde masalah dalaman je kan?...
korang tengok luaran je...dlm hati aku je yg tau. even korang pon camtu kan...btol x?haha
jgn salah faham...aku bukan lari dr masalah..aku mane ade masalah. cume fikiran sekarang serabut dgn sume bende kat sekeliling aku.so aku perlu kuar sebentar dr 'ruang' ni..
bile dh reformat otak aku ni...xde masalah la nk handle ngan sekeliling aku. korang nk cari gaduh ngan aku ke ape ke...aku xkan kesah..coz time tu aku dh ok.hahahaa
skrang ni please la jgn cari pasal ngan aku or citer masalah korang yg leh buat aku serabut kepale!kang ader yg lebam biji mate kang.
sape yg susah?aku gak yg susah!
nmpak je aku ok kan...buat pepe kat aku pon aku tenang je..tp dlm hati nk je aku belasah org tu smpai xleh bukak mulut dh!dia ingt die sape nk ckp kurang ajar ngan aku!aku bls balik tp aku buat dlm nada gurauan tp aku btol2 mksdkan ape yg aku ckp!kalau brani sepak r!!stakat sepak ngan mulut..ade aku heran!
hey!kalu nk cari gaduh leh je..tp sori r bebanyak!aku dh cukup letih nk gaduh ngan org.tp kalu teringin gak, bile2 mase je aku on!
go to hell la BONGOK!!!!
kenape?
i neen to reformat my 'kepale otak'!!Sekarang ni otak aku berade dlm saat2 genting.kalu dbiar lame2 leh meletop!so i need to avoid anything around me now including all my frens here!!
serabut!!serabut!! n sangat serabut!!
korang tengok muke aku cam xde masalah dalaman je kan?...
korang tengok luaran je...dlm hati aku je yg tau. even korang pon camtu kan...btol x?haha
jgn salah faham...aku bukan lari dr masalah..aku mane ade masalah. cume fikiran sekarang serabut dgn sume bende kat sekeliling aku.so aku perlu kuar sebentar dr 'ruang' ni..
bile dh reformat otak aku ni...xde masalah la nk handle ngan sekeliling aku. korang nk cari gaduh ngan aku ke ape ke...aku xkan kesah..coz time tu aku dh ok.hahahaa
skrang ni please la jgn cari pasal ngan aku or citer masalah korang yg leh buat aku serabut kepale!kang ader yg lebam biji mate kang.
sape yg susah?aku gak yg susah!
nmpak je aku ok kan...buat pepe kat aku pon aku tenang je..tp dlm hati nk je aku belasah org tu smpai xleh bukak mulut dh!dia ingt die sape nk ckp kurang ajar ngan aku!aku bls balik tp aku buat dlm nada gurauan tp aku btol2 mksdkan ape yg aku ckp!kalau brani sepak r!!stakat sepak ngan mulut..ade aku heran!
hey!kalu nk cari gaduh leh je..tp sori r bebanyak!aku dh cukup letih nk gaduh ngan org.tp kalu teringin gak, bile2 mase je aku on!
go to hell la BONGOK!!!!
Sunday, March 14, 2010
moMMy...
bulan 3.bulan yg kalu boleh aku nk skip.tp kalu skip, lg cepat la aku final...haish!
first of all, i would like to apologize to all my friends.bcoz i was kind of not myself last few days..(days??maybe weeks kot.haha)it's not like i am bored with u guys but i don't know..it's sad that when you think you knew yourselve but suddenly you don't even know yourselve anymore. like there was another syakirah inside me..uuu...creeepy!
feel like wanna rebel!burst out!
feel like wanna smash something or beat someone!!anyone??volunteer maybe..haha
the worst is..i really wanna cry!!but it wouldn't come out!BLOODY HELL!!
if before i was angry at myself and also most of my friends..(serabut giler!!) but today, one word only-JEALOUS.ermmm...why?
well you know...small matter...
mya spend the day with her mom...and so do nadia.me??juz being at home doing nothing.
what about that?
well..bcoz MOM of coz..i also wanna go out and spend the whole day with my mom...however, the funny thing is i don't have mom!my mom died-16/3/2007.before SPM. if my mom was still alive..maybe every week i see her.(if she's stay here la..if terengganu of coz la cannot.so, juz call la..)why i'm so easily become sensitive about this??before this i was not like this.(dulu hati keras mcm batu.xde perasaan.sekarang perkara kecik pon leh terase.)
i wish i could pause and go back to the time where my mom is still healthy.da time when everyday i played badminton with her and abah..played 'congkak' with her..i really miss da time when i fetch her everyday at her school..wah!!!gosh, i wish i could!
too many things i wanna write..but maybe later la kot.hahaha
first of all, i would like to apologize to all my friends.bcoz i was kind of not myself last few days..(days??maybe weeks kot.haha)it's not like i am bored with u guys but i don't know..it's sad that when you think you knew yourselve but suddenly you don't even know yourselve anymore. like there was another syakirah inside me..uuu...creeepy!
feel like wanna rebel!burst out!
feel like wanna smash something or beat someone!!anyone??volunteer maybe..haha
the worst is..i really wanna cry!!but it wouldn't come out!BLOODY HELL!!
if before i was angry at myself and also most of my friends..(serabut giler!!) but today, one word only-JEALOUS.ermmm...why?
well you know...small matter...
mya spend the day with her mom...and so do nadia.me??juz being at home doing nothing.
what about that?
well..bcoz MOM of coz..i also wanna go out and spend the whole day with my mom...however, the funny thing is i don't have mom!my mom died-16/3/2007.before SPM. if my mom was still alive..maybe every week i see her.(if she's stay here la..if terengganu of coz la cannot.so, juz call la..)why i'm so easily become sensitive about this??before this i was not like this.(dulu hati keras mcm batu.xde perasaan.sekarang perkara kecik pon leh terase.)
i wish i could pause and go back to the time where my mom is still healthy.da time when everyday i played badminton with her and abah..played 'congkak' with her..i really miss da time when i fetch her everyday at her school..wah!!!gosh, i wish i could!
too many things i wanna write..but maybe later la kot.hahaha
Saturday, March 13, 2010
12 Ways to Know That You Love Someone
TWELVE:
You talk with him/her late at night and when you go to bed you still think of him/her.
ELEVEN:
You walk really slowly when you are with him/her.
TEN:
You don't feel Ok when he/she is far away.
NINE:
You smile when you hear his/her voice.
EIGHT:
When you look at him/her,you do not see other people around you. You see only him/her..
SIX:
He/She is everything you want to think.
FIVE:
You realize that you smile every time you look at him/her..
FOUR:
You would do anything to see him/her.
THREE:
While you have been reading this, there was a person in your mind all the time..
TWO:
You've been so busy thinking of that person that you didn't notice that number 7 is missing.
ONE:
You are going to check above if that's true and now you are silently laughing to yourself.
NOW MAKE A WISH! YOU KNOW WHAT YOU WANT THE MOST........ .
You talk with him/her late at night and when you go to bed you still think of him/her.
ELEVEN:
You walk really slowly when you are with him/her.
TEN:
You don't feel Ok when he/she is far away.
NINE:
You smile when you hear his/her voice.
EIGHT:
When you look at him/her,you do not see other people around you. You see only him/her..
SIX:
He/She is everything you want to think.
FIVE:
You realize that you smile every time you look at him/her..
FOUR:
You would do anything to see him/her.
THREE:
While you have been reading this, there was a person in your mind all the time..
TWO:
You've been so busy thinking of that person that you didn't notice that number 7 is missing.
ONE:
You are going to check above if that's true and now you are silently laughing to yourself.
NOW MAKE A WISH! YOU KNOW WHAT YOU WANT THE MOST........ .
kecewa ke??
harini sepatutnye aku lwn badminton...SAP tournament...tp sygnye partner aku xdpt join coz mak die nk dtg...
aku nk buat camne kan...terpakse r tahan hati bg xyah main...so agak kecewa r...
(tukar mood jap!!)
semalam aku berjaya membeli buku colour2!!hahaha..jgn salah faham..aku beli buku ni ade sbb.semenjak 2-menjak ni aku moody ckit..kejap hepi kejap sedih kejap bengang kat org kejap rase nk tumbuk org..nk musnahkan benda nk bg hilang tension xde bende yg leh aku musnahkan. so aku decide beli buku tu tuk hilangkan tension aku.FOKUS kat buku tu leh buat aku tenang kejap..(tp aku x colour pon g..haha)
(tukar mood balik.)
nk luahkan perasaan kat cni mcm xleh je..takut diorang bace..hahahahahaha
coz aku tau once aku luah bende yg buruk2 kuar..nk tulis kat diari aku..diari ader kat umah..bnyk giler benda2 yg aku xsuke aku tahan dlm hati...maybe sbb tu la asyik mood swing kot.
tp senyum n act like i'm hepi slalu leh lupakan masalah n tension aku..so, dat's better la.hahahaha
maybe i should open another blog n make it as privacy??...hmmm...i'll think about it.
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
problemo00...
kite xleh nk puaskan hati sume org...
kite gak xleh nk puas ati ngan sume org kan...
so pepehal kene la trime n redha je kan...
tp kalu kite je yg try nak brubah tp org sekeliling kite xcuba nk brubah...how come??
kalu stakat mulut je berkate-kate tp xbuat..xgune gak kan...
learn how to 'give n take' la kononnye kan...tp outcomenye ape? USELESS!!
kalu dh asyik kite aje yg 'give'...org tu plak asyik nak 'take' aje...wat's da point of dat?? still, USELESS!
kadang2 nak jugak merase org lain plak yg 'give' kite plak yg 'take' kan...baru la adil kan...
no wonder la dunia x aman2..sbb terlalu ramai sgt wujud manusia yg slalu je nak menang kan...idup dh bertahun2..skolah pon dah bertingkat2...xkan rule ni pon xtau...(xtau ke..buat2 xtau..atau mmg xpenah nk ambil tahu.)
diorang ni kan..xpenah nk muhasabah diri ke? xpenah nk cube perbaiki diri ke arah yg lebih baik ke? atau mmg xmahu berubah?
kalu nk selalu menang la kan..ape kate korang duduk je dlm hutan tu sorang2..konfem mmg selalu menang la kan..coz xde manusia lain lg dh dlm hutan tu selain ko!(aku juz bg pendapat je..terpulang la nk ikut ke xnak..tp, kalu nk ikut..ha!elok sgtla tu!nk aku tlg hantarkan pon xpe..)
kalu tiap2 hari face org mcm ni aku leh jd gile la kan...bengang tu slalu la kan. nsb baik xmerase hari2..hopefully not la...kang aku Xplode kang...yg susahnye sape? aku la jugak kan...ye la kan..sape yg nak kwn ngan budak 'rampage' kan...
so, duhai hati...ko sabar la dulu yek..jgn nk mengade-ngade nk Xplode plak!
P/S: coretan ini xde kena-mengena dgn yg masih hidup mahupon yg telah meninggal dunia...hehehe.(ye ke??--hanya aku je yg tau..)
==>CHOW!
kite gak xleh nk puas ati ngan sume org kan...
so pepehal kene la trime n redha je kan...
tp kalu kite je yg try nak brubah tp org sekeliling kite xcuba nk brubah...how come??
kalu stakat mulut je berkate-kate tp xbuat..xgune gak kan...
learn how to 'give n take' la kononnye kan...tp outcomenye ape? USELESS!!
kalu dh asyik kite aje yg 'give'...org tu plak asyik nak 'take' aje...wat's da point of dat?? still, USELESS!
kadang2 nak jugak merase org lain plak yg 'give' kite plak yg 'take' kan...baru la adil kan...
no wonder la dunia x aman2..sbb terlalu ramai sgt wujud manusia yg slalu je nak menang kan...idup dh bertahun2..skolah pon dah bertingkat2...xkan rule ni pon xtau...(xtau ke..buat2 xtau..atau mmg xpenah nk ambil tahu.)
diorang ni kan..xpenah nk muhasabah diri ke? xpenah nk cube perbaiki diri ke arah yg lebih baik ke? atau mmg xmahu berubah?
kalu nk selalu menang la kan..ape kate korang duduk je dlm hutan tu sorang2..konfem mmg selalu menang la kan..coz xde manusia lain lg dh dlm hutan tu selain ko!(aku juz bg pendapat je..terpulang la nk ikut ke xnak..tp, kalu nk ikut..ha!elok sgtla tu!nk aku tlg hantarkan pon xpe..)
kalu tiap2 hari face org mcm ni aku leh jd gile la kan...bengang tu slalu la kan. nsb baik xmerase hari2..hopefully not la...kang aku Xplode kang...yg susahnye sape? aku la jugak kan...ye la kan..sape yg nak kwn ngan budak 'rampage' kan...
so, duhai hati...ko sabar la dulu yek..jgn nk mengade-ngade nk Xplode plak!
P/S: coretan ini xde kena-mengena dgn yg masih hidup mahupon yg telah meninggal dunia...hehehe.(ye ke??--hanya aku je yg tau..)
==>CHOW!
Friday, March 5, 2010
i'm back!!!
ni bulan 3...
bulan yg sensitif...huhu..so mood pon swing semacam je...kejap ok kejap x ok...
tp hari ni mood ok...coz semalam aku teringin nk makan sup bebola ikan yg mak aku slalu buat tuk aku tu...so harini aku try buat sndiri...hmpir2 xjadi tau!but thnx to nadia i cooked it!hahaha...(dia suh aku buat..)
tu kire feveret aku la kalu mak aku masak selain dr tomyam..wah!!!rindunye nk makan tomyam mak aku!!mak aku nyer tomyam paling best...coz she knows me better than anyone else..dia tau aku sgt2 xsuke masam tp org lain suke masam..so tomyam die tengah2..aku xpenah rase g kat tmpat lain even kat kdai pon..
td aku buat sup bebola ikan..bebola ikan ni bukan yg dalam packing tu tau..buat sndiri dgn ikan mentah...sgt best!aku xsangke aku leh buat walaupon rase xsame ngan mak aku nyer...huhu
so kire terubat la kempunan aku tu...hihihi
bulan yg sensitif...huhu..so mood pon swing semacam je...kejap ok kejap x ok...
tp hari ni mood ok...coz semalam aku teringin nk makan sup bebola ikan yg mak aku slalu buat tuk aku tu...so harini aku try buat sndiri...hmpir2 xjadi tau!but thnx to nadia i cooked it!hahaha...(dia suh aku buat..)
tu kire feveret aku la kalu mak aku masak selain dr tomyam..wah!!!rindunye nk makan tomyam mak aku!!mak aku nyer tomyam paling best...coz she knows me better than anyone else..dia tau aku sgt2 xsuke masam tp org lain suke masam..so tomyam die tengah2..aku xpenah rase g kat tmpat lain even kat kdai pon..
td aku buat sup bebola ikan..bebola ikan ni bukan yg dalam packing tu tau..buat sndiri dgn ikan mentah...sgt best!aku xsangke aku leh buat walaupon rase xsame ngan mak aku nyer...huhu
so kire terubat la kempunan aku tu...hihihi
Monday, March 1, 2010
duit oh duit!!!
semalam aku pegi SACC mall baiki PSP aku....
alhamdulillah r PSP aku xrosak..(baru 2 bulan lebih beli kot!!)
tp yg fed-up nye...memory card yg rosak...hampeh!!
then terpakse beli on da spot..seb baik ader duit time tu..
dah burn duit aku RM130!!
hwaaaa!!!!bulan ni kene jimat nmpaknye..
nmpaknye tahun 2010 ni bukan tahun aku la...asyik kene kuarkan duit je...tension!!
U_U
++>CHOW!
alhamdulillah r PSP aku xrosak..(baru 2 bulan lebih beli kot!!)
tp yg fed-up nye...memory card yg rosak...hampeh!!
then terpakse beli on da spot..seb baik ader duit time tu..
dah burn duit aku RM130!!
hwaaaa!!!!bulan ni kene jimat nmpaknye..
nmpaknye tahun 2010 ni bukan tahun aku la...asyik kene kuarkan duit je...tension!!
U_U
++>CHOW!
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